February 20, 2013

HIS Peace

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It is amazing how fragile we are when it comes to the things life throws at us.  As fearfully and wonderfully made as we are, (Psalm 139:14) our bodies can be easily ravished by disease and accidents.   A fact that is obvious to all of us who have had someone we love go through one or the other.

I have often heard those who were going through a deep valley in their lives, say, "I have such a peace about this".  What a wonderful, yet unusual statement.  A little hard to believe...unless you have experienced it yourself.

I have recently had a minor valley of my own.  Seems there is a small "non-calcified nodule" in my right lung.  Which over the past year had grown 3mm.  My Dr. ordered a CT Scan followed by a PET Scan to rule-out a tumor.  During the couple of weeks it took to accomplish all the testing...I felt that peace.  It was a definite, heart calming sense that everything would be alright, no matter what the final diagnosis turned out to be.

"A peace that surpasses all understanding" (Phil 4:7) is a great way to state it.  It is a bit bizarre to think that one would not worry or stress over something that should rightly worry or stress you!  But, I can honestly say...I definitely experienced that total peace.  I knew in my heart that, even if the outcome would mean, surgery or chemotherapy or radiation or harsh drugs...that HE would walk with me through it all.  Such a marvelous and miraculous feeling.

My final diagnosis was not bad news (Praise HIM), just a nodule that will be checked periodically to assure it stays as it is now.  So, I am thankful I do not have to face a battery of medical procedures, however, I am MORE thankful that my heart was fixed on HIM and resting in the calm assurance that HE purposes my days ( Prob. 16:9) and no matter what...HE would continue to grant me HIS peace through it all.
                                           Thank you, Jesus!

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February 5, 2013

HIS PROMISE

                         

"For I know the plans I have for you, declares the LORD, plans for good and not for evil, to give you a future and a hope.  Then you will call upon ME, and I will hear from you.  You will seek ME and find ME, when you seek ME with your whole heart.  And I will be found by you, declares the LORD..."                                               Jeremiah 29:11-14